Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Being alone

i am writing after a long time guess its understandable as i dont find enough time these days.
anyways my family is not with me so welcoming new year alone.
I am feeling a lot different as i got so used to my daughter's noises that it feels different . i dont know whether this is boredom as people say but time is surely difficult to pass by. Well everybody is asking the same question , what am i doing on 31st. hmmm the answer is "nothing".
ha ha ha. This is the second time i am spending time doing nothing on 31st dec. What i did last time(2005) is plan for the new year(2006) with respect to what i want to achieve in the next year. This year will be no different. Have some things on my mind which need to be done this year. will post it as soon as i get it done .
First and foremost amongst them is to put on some weight. sounds strange but i never really tried it so this year i am finally gonna give it a try. Now the question of being alone. sometimes i really feel funny as i dont have any plans on what i am going to do the next day. so i am taking the day as it is coming. i am not doing any of my fav activity like reading , watching movies. The only thing that i currently do is sleep a lot, may be getting ready to baby sit my daughters when they are back.
Another important thing that i would like to manage is devote my time for reading which is extremely tough for me as i cant read one page of the book without any hindrance, managing 2 kids is tough.
I watched "Ghajini" and loved it offcourse for Aamir. He is perfectionist really , just look at the effort he has put in to shape up his body. Some times i feel he is one of those who says "If i can do it, you surely can. I recall an adverstisement that i used to watch when i was a kid . It was some NBA player and he said " Just believe in yourself". So for all those folks who are making new resolutions for the coming year just wanna wish them all the best and may God bless you all with everything that you wish.